Happy Birthday, Samantha…

My little girl is one year old today.  Wonder if Jesus is throwing a party for her.  She must be the most beautiful child in Heaven today. Dear Jesus, please help me to give my baby a kiss and a big hug. Tell her Daddy, Mommy and Jonathan kor-kor misses her a lot…     […]

Hospis Malaysia

When Samantha was first admitted to GHKL due to her 2nd episode of vomiting and that was her 3rd admission since birth. That was when she started to feed via a feeding tube.  We were asked to purchase the feeding machine as both Darling and myself are working in private sector and we do not […]

Without Her…But Having Him(s)

It has been 2 weeks… So not used to not having her around. She used to keep me busy – making her milk, sterilizing her bottles, keep watch of her feeding time, administering her medication, bathing her, nappy changing, washing, drying and folding her tiny clothes and organizing her closet. Missed kissing her, stroking her […]

For Daddy’s Little Girl…

Moments with you were priceless, Thank you Samantha for your presence in our lives. Though you were a little not well, Daddy, Mommy, Ah Ma and Po Po care for you restlessly, hoping in our hearts you’ll be comfortable all the time. Jonathan kor-kor miss you very much, He still thinks that you are in […]

Goodbye Samantha…

Indeed God loves her more than we do. Thank you all for your prayers. She is now in God’s good hand. No more pain, no more fear but joy and peace of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Will be bringing her back to Sitiawan tomorrow, to her Daddy and Mommy’s hometown, for burial. Samantha…Daddy, Mommy & […]

Prayer Request for Samantha

We know many of you out there are constantly praying for Samantha. We appreciate that and may God bless you. Please continue to pray for Samantha that she may be able to pull through this time and get well eventually. We admitted her to GHKL yesterday after noticing her breathing rapidly and lethargic. She was […]

On 4th Admission and Baby Teeth

Yes, it’s Samantha. Admitted last Wednesday and was discharged on Monday. We brought her for follow up on Wednesday but got held back because her lactate went up and her bi-carb (HCO3) was low which is not very good.  Doc wants to normalise her lactate and bicarb. Moreover, she had not been gaining weight.  We […]

Say Hi to Samantha

Let this be the first good post of Samantha. She is now 5 months old based on her age. Physically she is like a 2 months old baby except that she is still quite floppy and unable to support her head yet.  Still wearing newborn sized diaper and clothing. It has been a month since Samantha was […]

What’s Up with Samantha

Samantha is back home from hospital last Thursday after her readmission for 16 days. We hope the hospital won’t be our second home. It’s quite scary in the hospital as you would see all kinds of patients with some having metabolic disorder like Samantha. The first thing that came to mind is will Samantha be […]

The vomiting urge has subside

All praises and glory be to God. Today is the 13th day Samantha stays in the hospital. Her conditions are getting better with her urge to vomit stopped. The urge gradually lessen after blood transfusion were done on Wednesday and Thursday last week. This apparently helped to further reduce her lactate acid from 17 mmol/L […]