Happy Birthday, Samantha…

My little girl is one year old today.  Wonder if Jesus is throwing a party for her.  She must be the most beautiful child in Heaven today. Dear Jesus, please help me to give my baby a kiss and a big hug. Tell her Daddy, Mommy and Jonathan kor-kor misses her a lot…     […]



Hospis Malaysia

When Samantha was first admitted to GHKL due to her 2nd episode of vomiting and that was her 3rd admission since birth. That was when she started to feed via a feeding tube.  We were asked to purchase the feeding machine as both Darling and myself are working in private sector and we do not […]



Without Her…But Having Him(s)

It has been 2 weeks… So not used to not having her around. She used to keep me busy – making her milk, sterilizing her bottles, keep watch of her feeding time, administering her medication, bathing her, nappy changing, washing, drying and folding her tiny clothes and organizing her closet. Missed kissing her, stroking her […]



Goodbye Samantha…

Indeed God loves her more than we do. Thank you all for your prayers. She is now in God’s good hand. No more pain, no more fear but joy and peace of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Will be bringing her back to Sitiawan tomorrow, to her Daddy and Mommy’s hometown, for burial. Samantha…Daddy, Mommy & […]



Prayer Request for Samantha

We know many of you out there are constantly praying for Samantha. We appreciate that and may God bless you. Please continue to pray for Samantha that she may be able to pull through this time and get well eventually. We admitted her to GHKL yesterday after noticing her breathing rapidly and lethargic. She was […]



What’s Up with Samantha

Samantha is back home from hospital last Thursday after her readmission for 16 days. We hope the hospital won’t be our second home. It’s quite scary in the hospital as you would see all kinds of patients with some having metabolic disorder like Samantha. The first thing that came to mind is will Samantha be […]



Samantha is Back Home

After spending 6 days in NICU, finally Samantha got the green light from the doctor to be discharged last Saturday. She looks chubby and rosier upon discharged because of the IV drips.  Hope she continues to be chubby and have rosy cheeks like Mommy.  Not only she managed to gain back the weight she lost but […]



Samantha is Admitted

Since my last post about Samantha’s vomiting spell, her condition worsen where typically no food can stay in her stomach. She got thinner and lethargic. We brought her for a review yesterday and was prepared to get her admitted.  Good thing she vomited in front of the pediatrician and he could see how forceful is […]



Samantha @ 1 Month

This is a very very late post due to Internet connection problem. This post should be up on 24 April 2010. At 1 month old, she is still tiny and fragile, weighing at only 2.65kg. Will talk about her in a later post…



Samantha – The Challenges

Baby Samantha is 3 weeks old today.  I am still learning in taking care of her who requires more tender loving care.  Still working out the best schedule for her which includes her milk time, vitamins time and massage time. I am practising the art of infant massage by using Johnson & Johnson’s guide on “The […]